The Decisions

There are always few situation confused me over the years. We all do. When there's time we will be given a choice and have to choose either friends or family? Well, my point is I'm having a difficult situation. My parent plan to take me and my sis to Singapore trip after Christmas. And hell they have to choose the date where I will meet back my old friends which may will be the last time we gather such big groups. I don't want to miss that opportunity.

So I've made the decision, I'm staying and joining my old friends. And my parent don't like it. And one of their bloody goddamned mouth have to say something that did not considerate other people's feelings. "Is it because we really that annoying!?" Hey! Hello, if you were that annoying, I wouldn't be tolerate-able with you all! I would have beat the hell up you all!

I'm okay going out with family members, just that their bloody mouth always made me mad. That's why I don't feel like going out with them. Parent always say as we grow up, we slowly will not follow them anywhere. Not because of that, is because of their inconsideration talking method that make you mad at them.

Back to the topic, my old friends could gather once in a while which is a opportunity and since after that, they will be heading to colleges, universities, who knows when will we meet again? So I must cherish that moment or I will be regret. Plus, it's Singapore, not Sweden that far! And I believe I will still have the chances to go there. Why all the arguments on this small matter? I haven't even start and one of them already burst out of anger. Just because I'm not going, they felt like canceled the whole trip. After all, it's my loss for not going, not theirs. Wait, scratch that! It may be their loss for not going. At least I'm not going to regret for the rest of my whole life for not having a big reunion with my friends. My sister didn't want to go. I'm not sure what's the reason for that. And my parent wanted to cancel the trip. Saying they worry about us alone in the house. Please! It's not like we will burn down the whole house.

But still, I can't choose over between, both are part of my lives too. Just sometimes things happen unexpectedly and some stupid arguments that change a person's thought into a whole new thinking. No offenses but it is a fact. Thanks for viewing.

Edited on Tuesday, 30th November 7:53pm,
They decided to go after the date of my appointment with my friends. Seems like they still want insist to go all together on the trip. Well, I'm cool with that. But still, if I really have to follow them, I will have to only spend a day with my friends which we had planned to spent our times for two days. I'm still confused though. LoL?!