Alright, it's been 3 months I've forgotten to update my blog! I have my own reasons. I got my first job in the end of February, and quit on the end of April. So in those months, I have insufficient time to do my things or online not for hours. I worked 10am 'till 10pm, crazy!
So I will share my life a bit on my first job, not that I won't! For two months, I met a lot of odd people, working my a** off and doesn't enjoy this kind of life at all! How suffocating to work under a lesbian, year older than me, hot-headed, tomboy and not fit as a supervisor. She's not really bad but always have to act like a jerked-b*tchin' a**holes! Most staffs really DISlike her, because the way she work, undoubtedly the unsuitable status she kept messing with us all. So we just do what she was doing and rebels. But I'm always the middle guy in this conflict, I'll not help neither. I always hate her proud status, mentioning her father is a manager which made her girlfriend and her sister are in a higher position than us staffs even though they are the same as us. I felt I'm being spitted on the face, how rude and proud! I wanted to quit a month earlier, but I kept my promise that I will work two months and working only for my salary!
After April, it's good that once again I can stay home. Until my parent had to sign me up in a guitar lesson, car lesson and motor lesson! I can feel those hard bricks on my chest! I was like "Can't I f*cking rest for once!?" Well, I always wanting to learn guitar or drums. Licenses of car and motor are just, well I heard the rules and regulation for that will be change undoubtedly for next year. The faster I finished them the better!! Besides those, I starting to stay lazy in front of the desktop, staring for hours. I know it's bad but if I off it, I guess the only thing I do is sleep. Well, just that today I took a nap, not even half hour and I'm sweating wet! The weather getting worse thanks to those human who made the atmosphere hole bigger! Jack-A**!
About my further study, I'll be enroll in July. I'm taking Animation course, or if decided to change I'll go for Illustration course. Two more months and I will back to study, and I'm certainly hope it's different than high school teaching methods though I doubt that. At least I will have a new stage life once again, how every steps I've took. Every time I'm going to a new stage, I'm always going alone. To a new place, alone without friends. I just hope to meet my old friends back again. Which reminds me, it's been hard for me and my friends to meet each other. I'm already fed-up with the lame excuses of those who gave unreasonable explanations and trying to avoid the topic. I just wanted altogether to sit down and chat, but thanks to those who don't want to.
And each day passed by as I'm sitting here writing, even in this hour of time. This stage is reaching it's end and about to start a new one. I hope I can finish those which what must-be-done business before starting the new stage. My life is getting dull too if you ask me. So meaningless, so pathetic and so hopeless to move on! I don't know what has gotten' into me? And I wanted to accomplish so many things yet I felt, this undesired feeling. How annoying! Well, I'm gonna' quit my rant, for now. I'm wondering if it's wise to continue the blog, as I felt I'm always writing to a viewer only. I know there must be more! So guys and gals', comment if you have anything to say!! I felt that these blogs I've created becoming 'unnecessary' for this time being! WOAH!! Going all nuts now!! HAHAHAhahaaa~ ah. =_=
2 comments:
How time really can fly. First day of working is suck and now you're free as a bird. It was like you only work for 3 weeks.
That yamcha plan doesnt look like its going to happen anyway. Especially when those...... keep coming out new excuses.
I learnt one thing about life when I had a council class with a priest. He told me; "live for your own, archive whatever will make you feel happy. Being happy is a key for life even you know you're going to die anyway."
@Black Aura: Agreed with the live for your own! Doing what you don't like it ain't life, it's just meaningless! Rather than doing what's more beneficial to you!
Now I'm all lazy and slacking in the house! I really need to stop it, because study life in just around the corner. At least adjust back that way of life. Still, all of a sudden, life became meaningless again for me.
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