I was awake the whole morning. It was 4am, and I was thinking deep while listening to music with headphone while lying on the bed in a dark room. And I fall asleep for the moment there. Mom came in and I managed to pull off the headphone without getting her suspected, though there's really nothing to hide.
She's having a company trip to Thailand so that's the reason I stayed up. My father fetched her to someplace meet up with her friends and later towards my college. It's still 6am and too early, we both ended up sleeping in the car while waiting for the time to pass, there's no point heading home and coming back again. By the time we woke up, it's 7am something and we went to near-by mamak store for breakfast. Still feeling dizzy and tired though.
Right after that, I went in the college and wait again since my class starts at 8.30am. And my nose was bleeding, well not from the inside but the outside pimple. LoL! I just hated that that thingy' always pop out, disgusting! Eventually time flies by fast and the others mates arrived shortly too.
It all starts good when I talk to this girl. I did mentioned I got a crush on someone on my last post. Well, of course I have to think some topic out but eventually it just pops out from your mind. We talk for almost two hours, along some friends aside. The way she smile, oh well. Of course it's a good start, she won't be getting the memo yet. But there's something now. But I don't suppose to be the only guy who talks to her though she told she's more of a 'lone wolf'. And she's older than me, much more than usual. Don't mind though, she knows some accounts as well though she regret taking that course.
So that's all and yes, it's actually more about my good conversation with the girl. Which later got me in a good mood and sociable, not for long. I got frustrated in the afternoon later on. Alright, shut up!
Friday, November 25, 2011
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Wen: HEY
WYO! What's up?! Viewers? Have you been missing me, no? 'Cause I'm not dead man! Well, let's just say college life could be hard enough. No! Wait, it's the assignments! As I struggle through it. And seeing that I got the time writing something here, why not? (thing is, I always have time)
Life hasn't been treating me well but it'll do, for the moment. Quite miserable if you ask me. I got bunch of final projects to work with, and my team was just 'great'. Know some friends there too but just ain't right for me, not that they are bad but at least someone I could count on for the moment before I major in my course. Some of them are ridiculous funny, some are just quiet and some just doesn't fit in. Mostly some of them reminds my of Seven Bones members. Hehe~
My first semester end is around the corner, so that means bunch of finals to be done with. Yet I felt reckless to touch them. I felt very weak at this moment, quite vulnerable. Always felt tired and lying on the bed having naps for hours. Really suffocating in here, but I still can get up. And I have a crush. En~hem, as I was mentioning, I have no idea why I have been like these lately. I've been wandering if I give up here now and then, how could I even survive for my next sems?
However, I am still standing here. Living my life as the usual way. Thanks for reading. :)
Life hasn't been treating me well but it'll do, for the moment. Quite miserable if you ask me. I got bunch of final projects to work with, and my team was just 'great'. Know some friends there too but just ain't right for me, not that they are bad but at least someone I could count on for the moment before I major in my course. Some of them are ridiculous funny, some are just quiet and some just doesn't fit in. Mostly some of them reminds my of Seven Bones members. Hehe~
My first semester end is around the corner, so that means bunch of finals to be done with. Yet I felt reckless to touch them. I felt very weak at this moment, quite vulnerable. Always felt tired and lying on the bed having naps for hours. Really suffocating in here, but I still can get up. And I have a crush. En~hem, as I was mentioning, I have no idea why I have been like these lately. I've been wandering if I give up here now and then, how could I even survive for my next sems?
However, I am still standing here. Living my life as the usual way. Thanks for reading. :)
Saturday, June 25, 2011
Wen: Left 4 Craze!!!
These few weeks before July, I've spent my time mostly playing Left 4 Dead 2 game with my friends. Seven Bones group, not all specifically. We even gave ourselves a clan name, 'B.O.N.E.S.'. I still haven think of what it stands for, just because among the seven of us, we named it Bones. Well, in time I will. As the title mentioned, we really spent most of the time on it. From afternoon until the next morning, really unhealthy for us going to college soon.
It all started where Deric was playing with his cousin, Gavin and having a lots of fun of it. Even Gan was in but not for long. So, I thought of copying it to my new desktop. In case you haven't notice I have bought a new desktop mainly for gaming purposes, but also for education. Hehe~ But the graphic performance did good! Laterwards, Lee Cheng join the fun but he don't feel like playing it though. And Hong gotten into it as well, so one day we went out for a drink and accompany him to my near-by district shopping mall, AEON Jusco Mahkota Cheras. He bought the headphone with microphone for RM29+. A standard price for a decent headphone. And later they came to my house to test it.
Actually, shooting zombies and infected over and over again are kinda boring. But when you play with friends, it will be very fun and exciting. The thing is, we got bored once playing this game, then we stopped. Now, we're back for it and since we already graduated High School, so we got more time to play. Unfortunately, not all of us can sleep that late. Some still continue their studies while Deric and me waiting for next month enrollment. Deric recorded a few gameplays of us playing it, some was funny and epic failure! Haha! I even LMAO!!!
So that's all for now. I'll be playing for one more week because the next one where I'll be gettin' busying for my college life. Thanks for reading.
It all started where Deric was playing with his cousin, Gavin and having a lots of fun of it. Even Gan was in but not for long. So, I thought of copying it to my new desktop. In case you haven't notice I have bought a new desktop mainly for gaming purposes, but also for education. Hehe~ But the graphic performance did good! Laterwards, Lee Cheng join the fun but he don't feel like playing it though. And Hong gotten into it as well, so one day we went out for a drink and accompany him to my near-by district shopping mall, AEON Jusco Mahkota Cheras. He bought the headphone with microphone for RM29+. A standard price for a decent headphone. And later they came to my house to test it.
Actually, shooting zombies and infected over and over again are kinda boring. But when you play with friends, it will be very fun and exciting. The thing is, we got bored once playing this game, then we stopped. Now, we're back for it and since we already graduated High School, so we got more time to play. Unfortunately, not all of us can sleep that late. Some still continue their studies while Deric and me waiting for next month enrollment. Deric recorded a few gameplays of us playing it, some was funny and epic failure! Haha! I even LMAO!!!
Can you survive when you are left for dead?
So that's all for now. I'll be playing for one more week because the next one where I'll be gettin' busying for my college life. Thanks for reading.
Monday, June 13, 2011
Wen: BACK!
Alright, I've been so 'busy' these weeks that I forgotten to update my blogs. Really? Is it that hard just to type a few words? Well, at least not in a moody mood. I'm just saying I'll be continue to update for my blog, as in not always. Right now I have intensive course Arts and Design, I have to do a few assignments, or rather last minute? Two more days and I'm finish for this course and take the certificate. Sounds good taking it? It's just a piece of paper stating I've attended it. I don't really think it would make much difference.
Lately I've been spent much time with Seven Bones. Really enjoyed it. It's really hard for us to meet each other since everyone have their own 'life' now. But at least sometimes we plan occasionally for our tea time. I can't expect to meet all of them as some already in College as they have their projects and assignments, so we can't constantly meet each other.
By the way, I'll keep this short. Just sayin' some point what have happened.
Lately I've been spent much time with Seven Bones. Really enjoyed it. It's really hard for us to meet each other since everyone have their own 'life' now. But at least sometimes we plan occasionally for our tea time. I can't expect to meet all of them as some already in College as they have their projects and assignments, so we can't constantly meet each other.
By the way, I'll keep this short. Just sayin' some point what have happened.
Saturday, May 14, 2011
Checked Thoroughly
I just got back from a drink with my friends, Deric, Lee Cheng and Kevic. It's probably one that I won't forget. For four months, we finally came out for a drink due to everyone's 'busy' life and personal matter. Still not all came along, rather than none. At least I'm joyful to see them again. :)
All we talk about our future planning, and our past. How memorable, reminiscing the 'old' days while we were still 'young'. We went to a near-by district mamak store for drinks. Lee Cheng briefly explain his studying weeks on his new life. He is on a course of chef, I rarely have such friend who dream to be one, at least he is the second one. I'm surprised Taylor's canteen has Old Time Kopitiam, BreadStory and other more. Such luxury canteen! And I guess the worst thing is he met with some few arrogant friends. All he can say about them is - SUCKS. I always worry what kind of new friend will I made in my new life, plus we are no longer older, we know how to talk, play and cheat too. It's hard to find a good one even though it's just right in front of us, it's just a matter of time and trust among others to gain such relationship. Anyhow, back to the topic, Kevic wanted to go home within 1am. He kept rushing and we had no choice, not that we don't care about him, but Lee Cheng still hunger for food as we go to a near-by van-store for steamboat foods. Nice but expensive.
While rushing Kevic back home, we noticed something on the road and it's roadblocks! It's something we shouldn't be afraid of, but one of us just happens to not bring his identification card! Lee Cheng managed to turn into Petronas in time just to evade it. But there aren't any alternative roads for us to go, Kevic called his parents to fetch him and bring his I.C. along. Kevic seems very nervous about it, and there are few passengers who stop near-by. Funny like how we trying to evade the spot check. All of a sudden, the polices came right beside us. We quickly took our I.C. out and Kevic's parent reached in time. The officers check Lee Cheng's car, thoroughly! As though we are carrying drugs, why would we? They even check the back storage, and causing the bumper won't shut due to an accident occurred days ago which hit the lock hard to close. Eventually, they let us passed and we are relive.
Woah, that spot check really gave us a fast pump from the heart. It's actually nothing to scare, they only need to check the driver's license and I.C. Lee Cheng just toying with Kevic and eventually made a fuss about it. Still at least a exciting experience for me and that's why I'm sharing it with you. LoL! If it's avoidable, we would have.
Thanks for reading.
All we talk about our future planning, and our past. How memorable, reminiscing the 'old' days while we were still 'young'. We went to a near-by district mamak store for drinks. Lee Cheng briefly explain his studying weeks on his new life. He is on a course of chef, I rarely have such friend who dream to be one, at least he is the second one. I'm surprised Taylor's canteen has Old Time Kopitiam, BreadStory and other more. Such luxury canteen! And I guess the worst thing is he met with some few arrogant friends. All he can say about them is - SUCKS. I always worry what kind of new friend will I made in my new life, plus we are no longer older, we know how to talk, play and cheat too. It's hard to find a good one even though it's just right in front of us, it's just a matter of time and trust among others to gain such relationship. Anyhow, back to the topic, Kevic wanted to go home within 1am. He kept rushing and we had no choice, not that we don't care about him, but Lee Cheng still hunger for food as we go to a near-by van-store for steamboat foods. Nice but expensive.
While rushing Kevic back home, we noticed something on the road and it's roadblocks! It's something we shouldn't be afraid of, but one of us just happens to not bring his identification card! Lee Cheng managed to turn into Petronas in time just to evade it. But there aren't any alternative roads for us to go, Kevic called his parents to fetch him and bring his I.C. along. Kevic seems very nervous about it, and there are few passengers who stop near-by. Funny like how we trying to evade the spot check. All of a sudden, the polices came right beside us. We quickly took our I.C. out and Kevic's parent reached in time. The officers check Lee Cheng's car, thoroughly! As though we are carrying drugs, why would we? They even check the back storage, and causing the bumper won't shut due to an accident occurred days ago which hit the lock hard to close. Eventually, they let us passed and we are relive.
Woah, that spot check really gave us a fast pump from the heart. It's actually nothing to scare, they only need to check the driver's license and I.C. Lee Cheng just toying with Kevic and eventually made a fuss about it. Still at least a exciting experience for me and that's why I'm sharing it with you. LoL! If it's avoidable, we would have.
Thanks for reading.
Monday, May 9, 2011
These Months Rants
Alright, it's been 3 months I've forgotten to update my blog! I have my own reasons. I got my first job in the end of February, and quit on the end of April. So in those months, I have insufficient time to do my things or online not for hours. I worked 10am 'till 10pm, crazy!
So I will share my life a bit on my first job, not that I won't! For two months, I met a lot of odd people, working my a** off and doesn't enjoy this kind of life at all! How suffocating to work under a lesbian, year older than me, hot-headed, tomboy and not fit as a supervisor. She's not really bad but always have to act like a jerked-b*tchin' a**holes! Most staffs really DISlike her, because the way she work, undoubtedly the unsuitable status she kept messing with us all. So we just do what she was doing and rebels. But I'm always the middle guy in this conflict, I'll not help neither. I always hate her proud status, mentioning her father is a manager which made her girlfriend and her sister are in a higher position than us staffs even though they are the same as us. I felt I'm being spitted on the face, how rude and proud! I wanted to quit a month earlier, but I kept my promise that I will work two months and working only for my salary!
After April, it's good that once again I can stay home. Until my parent had to sign me up in a guitar lesson, car lesson and motor lesson! I can feel those hard bricks on my chest! I was like "Can't I f*cking rest for once!?" Well, I always wanting to learn guitar or drums. Licenses of car and motor are just, well I heard the rules and regulation for that will be change undoubtedly for next year. The faster I finished them the better!! Besides those, I starting to stay lazy in front of the desktop, staring for hours. I know it's bad but if I off it, I guess the only thing I do is sleep. Well, just that today I took a nap, not even half hour and I'm sweating wet! The weather getting worse thanks to those human who made the atmosphere hole bigger! Jack-A**!
About my further study, I'll be enroll in July. I'm taking Animation course, or if decided to change I'll go for Illustration course. Two more months and I will back to study, and I'm certainly hope it's different than high school teaching methods though I doubt that. At least I will have a new stage life once again, how every steps I've took. Every time I'm going to a new stage, I'm always going alone. To a new place, alone without friends. I just hope to meet my old friends back again. Which reminds me, it's been hard for me and my friends to meet each other. I'm already fed-up with the lame excuses of those who gave unreasonable explanations and trying to avoid the topic. I just wanted altogether to sit down and chat, but thanks to those who don't want to.
And each day passed by as I'm sitting here writing, even in this hour of time. This stage is reaching it's end and about to start a new one. I hope I can finish those which what must-be-done business before starting the new stage. My life is getting dull too if you ask me. So meaningless, so pathetic and so hopeless to move on! I don't know what has gotten' into me? And I wanted to accomplish so many things yet I felt, this undesired feeling. How annoying! Well, I'm gonna' quit my rant, for now. I'm wondering if it's wise to continue the blog, as I felt I'm always writing to a viewer only. I know there must be more! So guys and gals', comment if you have anything to say!! I felt that these blogs I've created becoming 'unnecessary' for this time being! WOAH!! Going all nuts now!! HAHAHAhahaaa~ ah. =_=
So I will share my life a bit on my first job, not that I won't! For two months, I met a lot of odd people, working my a** off and doesn't enjoy this kind of life at all! How suffocating to work under a lesbian, year older than me, hot-headed, tomboy and not fit as a supervisor. She's not really bad but always have to act like a jerked-b*tchin' a**holes! Most staffs really DISlike her, because the way she work, undoubtedly the unsuitable status she kept messing with us all. So we just do what she was doing and rebels. But I'm always the middle guy in this conflict, I'll not help neither. I always hate her proud status, mentioning her father is a manager which made her girlfriend and her sister are in a higher position than us staffs even though they are the same as us. I felt I'm being spitted on the face, how rude and proud! I wanted to quit a month earlier, but I kept my promise that I will work two months and working only for my salary!
After April, it's good that once again I can stay home. Until my parent had to sign me up in a guitar lesson, car lesson and motor lesson! I can feel those hard bricks on my chest! I was like "Can't I f*cking rest for once!?" Well, I always wanting to learn guitar or drums. Licenses of car and motor are just, well I heard the rules and regulation for that will be change undoubtedly for next year. The faster I finished them the better!! Besides those, I starting to stay lazy in front of the desktop, staring for hours. I know it's bad but if I off it, I guess the only thing I do is sleep. Well, just that today I took a nap, not even half hour and I'm sweating wet! The weather getting worse thanks to those human who made the atmosphere hole bigger! Jack-A**!
About my further study, I'll be enroll in July. I'm taking Animation course, or if decided to change I'll go for Illustration course. Two more months and I will back to study, and I'm certainly hope it's different than high school teaching methods though I doubt that. At least I will have a new stage life once again, how every steps I've took. Every time I'm going to a new stage, I'm always going alone. To a new place, alone without friends. I just hope to meet my old friends back again. Which reminds me, it's been hard for me and my friends to meet each other. I'm already fed-up with the lame excuses of those who gave unreasonable explanations and trying to avoid the topic. I just wanted altogether to sit down and chat, but thanks to those who don't want to.
And each day passed by as I'm sitting here writing, even in this hour of time. This stage is reaching it's end and about to start a new one. I hope I can finish those which what must-be-done business before starting the new stage. My life is getting dull too if you ask me. So meaningless, so pathetic and so hopeless to move on! I don't know what has gotten' into me? And I wanted to accomplish so many things yet I felt, this undesired feeling. How annoying! Well, I'm gonna' quit my rant, for now. I'm wondering if it's wise to continue the blog, as I felt I'm always writing to a viewer only. I know there must be more! So guys and gals', comment if you have anything to say!! I felt that these blogs I've created becoming 'unnecessary' for this time being! WOAH!! Going all nuts now!! HAHAHAhahaaa~ ah. =_=
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Purpose Of Living!
Well, I've think this for a long time. Everyone need something to live on. Admit it, you do. Every single human must have planning and purpose of living on. An objective, a purpose or even a dream to chase on! That's what I am talking about and this early morning, I've think of an example why I keep on living for.
There's a nature cycle, like human always repeat the same old lame routine. You grow up as a baby, learn in school, graduated and work. Later earn money and had a family. Grown up and died. Just like that, don't you think it's questionable? Why we keep doing that? For what purpose? To continue grow the community which will probably continue the same routine. Famous people are the same. After they died, they will be remembered. But how long will it be? Around few decades, new generations people won't seems to bother with it and live on. But if lucky enough, some people eventually became a legacy, a history. So, we are stuck forever in the routine. But everyone have their own purpose of living for, for family and friends? For the future? A better world? Vengeance and revenge? And last but not least, NOTHING!
I'm not sure about myself. But I do realize one purpose of my living for, or perhaps the only purpose? To gain my wants and needs. Example, I want a good gaming console. I believe after a few years, I may get bored of it. And then I continue to pursuit my other wants. To keep getting the things I want. Until there's nothing left interesting, I wouldn't know what's more to do for my living. Life sucks. No offenses. And yeah, besides those I want other things like family and friends. Places to go. Those are my wants as well. Through all my life right now, I'm not sure I got any achievements. May be I do but still, something is lost.
So people, wake up and start thinking carefully. Why do you keep living for? What is your purpose of living for? For a better world, a better community? Bullsh*t! Is it? I don't think the world is even changing. Wait it do! In matter of facts, this world is more corrupt than ever and it's getting worst. Doing better? Yeah RIGHT! In school we learned morality. Yet we still keep doing those things that we shouldn't do. They teach us not to fight, yet the world is still in war. Worst of all, there had been Wolrd War II. They teach us to share, yet people are so greedy and they continue to want more. They teach us not to make the environment worst, yet many of us still throwing rubbish everywhere as they please. Pollution and thank you all, you a** holes! Thanks you for creating a big hole on the ozone layer, more greenhouse effect and ultraviolet sunlights! And melting the ices which now biggest new is where some countries were flooded terribly. I dare you all to continue to do those again, and turn around we are the consequences, we are the victims. Want to see these stop? Then f*cking stop polluting! Stop doing things as you pleased. Be careful what you wishing for.
So start thinking your purposes of living! Stop wasting your life. We live only once in this personality. Think of the consequences for what we are doing. Make a choice, continue living with a purpose or just continue living meaningless. Thanks for reading.
There's a nature cycle, like human always repeat the same old lame routine. You grow up as a baby, learn in school, graduated and work. Later earn money and had a family. Grown up and died. Just like that, don't you think it's questionable? Why we keep doing that? For what purpose? To continue grow the community which will probably continue the same routine. Famous people are the same. After they died, they will be remembered. But how long will it be? Around few decades, new generations people won't seems to bother with it and live on. But if lucky enough, some people eventually became a legacy, a history. So, we are stuck forever in the routine. But everyone have their own purpose of living for, for family and friends? For the future? A better world? Vengeance and revenge? And last but not least, NOTHING!
I'm not sure about myself. But I do realize one purpose of my living for, or perhaps the only purpose? To gain my wants and needs. Example, I want a good gaming console. I believe after a few years, I may get bored of it. And then I continue to pursuit my other wants. To keep getting the things I want. Until there's nothing left interesting, I wouldn't know what's more to do for my living. Life sucks. No offenses. And yeah, besides those I want other things like family and friends. Places to go. Those are my wants as well. Through all my life right now, I'm not sure I got any achievements. May be I do but still, something is lost.
So people, wake up and start thinking carefully. Why do you keep living for? What is your purpose of living for? For a better world, a better community? Bullsh*t! Is it? I don't think the world is even changing. Wait it do! In matter of facts, this world is more corrupt than ever and it's getting worst. Doing better? Yeah RIGHT! In school we learned morality. Yet we still keep doing those things that we shouldn't do. They teach us not to fight, yet the world is still in war. Worst of all, there had been Wolrd War II. They teach us to share, yet people are so greedy and they continue to want more. They teach us not to make the environment worst, yet many of us still throwing rubbish everywhere as they please. Pollution and thank you all, you a** holes! Thanks you for creating a big hole on the ozone layer, more greenhouse effect and ultraviolet sunlights! And melting the ices which now biggest new is where some countries were flooded terribly. I dare you all to continue to do those again, and turn around we are the consequences, we are the victims. Want to see these stop? Then f*cking stop polluting! Stop doing things as you pleased. Be careful what you wishing for.
So start thinking your purposes of living! Stop wasting your life. We live only once in this personality. Think of the consequences for what we are doing. Make a choice, continue living with a purpose or just continue living meaningless. Thanks for reading.
Friday, January 7, 2011
History School Life
Well, all of a sudden I wanted to write my past after read some of my post in this blog. Featuring my school life. Lots of good and bad happening around. Since my school life ended, so I decided to write it out. Plus, I'm bored anyway so why not?
Elementary School/Primary School
Standard 1
A feeling of success. Feeling joy and happy. For the first time going in a school with lots of students compared to kindergarden. Mixing with friends easily. And I was skinny back then.
Standard 2
I guess it's probably the same from the first year. I forgotten when and which year I got third position in my class. Not sure I recall that situation, seems like I didn't care much less of it. Continue having fun with friends. Had some quarrel with some students. Probably lame ones.
Standard 3
Well, I think I started to join the basketball team. In a care of a nanny which is strict. Never really like here. I remembered I vomited on the bus driver's van and scolded by nanny and the drive. What do you expect from a sicked boy? I had a small fight with my friends but it's was just more like a cat fight. No big deal. And a year that we all talk about who loves who. Classic, haha!
Standard 4
I recalled that whenever I didn't finished my school works, I will lend one of the smart friends exercise books and "copy paste". My studies start to drop too. And I'm becoming chubby.
Standard 5
Around this year, my Chinese study goes bad suddenly. Just as the other subjects as well. Still sometime manage to get a better grade. And have my first school trip with my friends! I'd enjoy it! We went to Kelantan and few more interesting places.
Standard 6
UPSR, in Malaysia's standard 6 important last examination. I guess now it doesn't have it in this country anymore. I got humiliated by an a** hole, I was joking and play a bit of prank and he punched me. Well, he was a gangster anyway. If I ever meet him back, I may start to plan some plot to beat him up. Hehe! At first all my subjects suck real bad except for English though. At the last minute studies and father's persuasion teaching get me back up in studies and got 3As. During graduation party, all the girls cried. And one night after a few days, I cried.
High School/Secondary School
Form 1
I guess this feeling is the same with my first year in elementary school. And because I'm different school than my old friends, it's a whole new place for me. Yea, where I move house too due to near distance with school and better living place. Well, everyone warned me about gangsters and things that we shouldn't do. Know a friend, Winson which just living behind me! Meet new friends as well. Always had arguments with them.
Form 2
Same and into a whole new class again. My studies started to drop. Felt outdated too. And I felt like I'm being looked down on those nerds as well. Not all though. And encounter a b*tch for real! And know a good friend, Yushen. Start lend and play PS2 from a friend, Calvin. Had a serious deep hurt with an a**-hole who always play pranks on me, bullied me, make fun of me. In the end, he and I scolded by the a**-hole drive. Yea, we were in the same boat. And he treated me better. About that driver, he scolded in front of my gate, how humiliated! I had my very first deep hatred, screamed! Even I IF apologize him, but deep inside my heart I have grudges.
Form 3
New driver which way better. Again into a new class since my studies drop. The students looked gangsterism. I'm a stereotype though. But they are part of gangster too. I guess is one of the worst year for me. Where I became emo-sort of guy. Often bullied. Start to think so many things about life, purpose and other mature stuffs. Though sometimes I complaint about how i didn't really change but I did. I changed a lot and most in this year. Also a year of suffering. After sometimes, those guy weren't that bad, just that I needed to fit myself in. And I'm not a sociable teenager. I sit alone in the class, well it's more like no one wants to seat with me. Guessing I'm the only boy which is different. Starting to have a PC and updated myself as well. Having PMR examination which important for Malaysia students in this form. The result was okay. Guess that my studies affected by my emotion.
Form 4
Another new class but it's interesting. At first, I hate it but not until I befriend with the others. Lee Cheng starting to respect me though. And I meet Deric where this prove me wrong which I'm not the only boy who think deeply. We almost share the same interest. I'm glad we are friends. It's like I'm out of the dark world. Starting to mix some friends as well. Learned many things from them too. Know some good friends too. I have more knowledge of certain things as well. The teachers in this year were a bunch of a**-holes. Not all though. And one of the girl in the class asked me whether I'm a gay. Due to one of my friend always acting gay on me, I am so innocence! And our class always separated to few groups, six boys in a group we named it "Six Club", those girls one group, the Malays in a group which always racist with us and last Indian group. All of us oppose each others. Never really sit down once and talk about it. Blaming each other over some small matters. Of course, my studies going rotten. Didn't take seriously on studies. Realized human are pathetic and which to be different! I started to think for my future. Or rather I've been think if for years ago. I planned it earlier so I know what am I'm pursuing!
Form 5
Same class with same students. Because the subjects we chose are the same, each class has their specific subject. So we remained the same. But this time, everyone of us including the Malays work together. Lesser arguments but have some conflicts though. Have my real hard slap on my cheek from the crazy illed-mentally disciplined teacher, cried. Plot to revenge but soon felt that I need not waste my time, he is not worth at all. LoL! Having a new teacher which is very strict, also one of the reason why the groups team up. Haha! She was a bitch and we nicknamed her ayam (chicken) due to her name. But her study methods was okay but we didn't take it seriously. It's one of the best year I had with my friends. I enjoyed with them. I glad I know them. And a nerd join our group which we changed it to "Lucky Seven"! XD I took Art subject, but due to a b*tch who didn't register my name into the exam which forcing me to let go the subject. I'm worried about it. Again, it's one of the most important year to face SPM. Most important and last examination which determines our future. I did tried to brush up but sometime didn't seems to care about it. After the exam, we celebrated the end of our high school life and I gave my middle finger to that stupid, idiotic, lame a** school! OHH YEAAH! So happy to get the F*CK out of that school.
That's all for the history of my school life. I have to say, it's interesting and lame at the same time. Such memories, so valuable! Not all though! But I'm glad to meet many good friends! Did a lot of mistakes and act recklessly sometimes. Soon, I may be going into university. Still I have to wait for the results of the SPM examination. I'm not sure I will good results. So let's hope I'm good enough to further my art studies! Thanks for viewing!
Elementary School/Primary School
Standard 1
A feeling of success. Feeling joy and happy. For the first time going in a school with lots of students compared to kindergarden. Mixing with friends easily. And I was skinny back then.
Standard 2
I guess it's probably the same from the first year. I forgotten when and which year I got third position in my class. Not sure I recall that situation, seems like I didn't care much less of it. Continue having fun with friends. Had some quarrel with some students. Probably lame ones.
Standard 3
Well, I think I started to join the basketball team. In a care of a nanny which is strict. Never really like here. I remembered I vomited on the bus driver's van and scolded by nanny and the drive. What do you expect from a sicked boy? I had a small fight with my friends but it's was just more like a cat fight. No big deal. And a year that we all talk about who loves who. Classic, haha!
Standard 4
I recalled that whenever I didn't finished my school works, I will lend one of the smart friends exercise books and "copy paste". My studies start to drop too. And I'm becoming chubby.
Standard 5
Around this year, my Chinese study goes bad suddenly. Just as the other subjects as well. Still sometime manage to get a better grade. And have my first school trip with my friends! I'd enjoy it! We went to Kelantan and few more interesting places.
Standard 6
UPSR, in Malaysia's standard 6 important last examination. I guess now it doesn't have it in this country anymore. I got humiliated by an a** hole, I was joking and play a bit of prank and he punched me. Well, he was a gangster anyway. If I ever meet him back, I may start to plan some plot to beat him up. Hehe! At first all my subjects suck real bad except for English though. At the last minute studies and father's persuasion teaching get me back up in studies and got 3As. During graduation party, all the girls cried. And one night after a few days, I cried.
High School/Secondary School
Form 1
I guess this feeling is the same with my first year in elementary school. And because I'm different school than my old friends, it's a whole new place for me. Yea, where I move house too due to near distance with school and better living place. Well, everyone warned me about gangsters and things that we shouldn't do. Know a friend, Winson which just living behind me! Meet new friends as well. Always had arguments with them.
Form 2
Same and into a whole new class again. My studies started to drop. Felt outdated too. And I felt like I'm being looked down on those nerds as well. Not all though. And encounter a b*tch for real! And know a good friend, Yushen. Start lend and play PS2 from a friend, Calvin. Had a serious deep hurt with an a**-hole who always play pranks on me, bullied me, make fun of me. In the end, he and I scolded by the a**-hole drive. Yea, we were in the same boat. And he treated me better. About that driver, he scolded in front of my gate, how humiliated! I had my very first deep hatred, screamed! Even I IF apologize him, but deep inside my heart I have grudges.
Form 3
New driver which way better. Again into a new class since my studies drop. The students looked gangsterism. I'm a stereotype though. But they are part of gangster too. I guess is one of the worst year for me. Where I became emo-sort of guy. Often bullied. Start to think so many things about life, purpose and other mature stuffs. Though sometimes I complaint about how i didn't really change but I did. I changed a lot and most in this year. Also a year of suffering. After sometimes, those guy weren't that bad, just that I needed to fit myself in. And I'm not a sociable teenager. I sit alone in the class, well it's more like no one wants to seat with me. Guessing I'm the only boy which is different. Starting to have a PC and updated myself as well. Having PMR examination which important for Malaysia students in this form. The result was okay. Guess that my studies affected by my emotion.
Form 4
Another new class but it's interesting. At first, I hate it but not until I befriend with the others. Lee Cheng starting to respect me though. And I meet Deric where this prove me wrong which I'm not the only boy who think deeply. We almost share the same interest. I'm glad we are friends. It's like I'm out of the dark world. Starting to mix some friends as well. Learned many things from them too. Know some good friends too. I have more knowledge of certain things as well. The teachers in this year were a bunch of a**-holes. Not all though. And one of the girl in the class asked me whether I'm a gay. Due to one of my friend always acting gay on me, I am so innocence! And our class always separated to few groups, six boys in a group we named it "Six Club", those girls one group, the Malays in a group which always racist with us and last Indian group. All of us oppose each others. Never really sit down once and talk about it. Blaming each other over some small matters. Of course, my studies going rotten. Didn't take seriously on studies. Realized human are pathetic and which to be different! I started to think for my future. Or rather I've been think if for years ago. I planned it earlier so I know what am I'm pursuing!
Form 5
Same class with same students. Because the subjects we chose are the same, each class has their specific subject. So we remained the same. But this time, everyone of us including the Malays work together. Lesser arguments but have some conflicts though. Have my real hard slap on my cheek from the crazy illed-mentally disciplined teacher, cried. Plot to revenge but soon felt that I need not waste my time, he is not worth at all. LoL! Having a new teacher which is very strict, also one of the reason why the groups team up. Haha! She was a bitch and we nicknamed her ayam (chicken) due to her name. But her study methods was okay but we didn't take it seriously. It's one of the best year I had with my friends. I enjoyed with them. I glad I know them. And a nerd join our group which we changed it to "Lucky Seven"! XD I took Art subject, but due to a b*tch who didn't register my name into the exam which forcing me to let go the subject. I'm worried about it. Again, it's one of the most important year to face SPM. Most important and last examination which determines our future. I did tried to brush up but sometime didn't seems to care about it. After the exam, we celebrated the end of our high school life and I gave my middle finger to that stupid, idiotic, lame a** school! OHH YEAAH! So happy to get the F*CK out of that school.
That's all for the history of my school life. I have to say, it's interesting and lame at the same time. Such memories, so valuable! Not all though! But I'm glad to meet many good friends! Did a lot of mistakes and act recklessly sometimes. Soon, I may be going into university. Still I have to wait for the results of the SPM examination. I'm not sure I will good results. So let's hope I'm good enough to further my art studies! Thanks for viewing!
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